GOd!! why treated me in this way?? Hehe The original reason is...
...Not GOd but BOok herself. Hey, Silly BOok ~~" TRY to forget it and throw away these habits, ok?
JUst felt exhausted after moving back home.
First, I went to ChungLi to meet my cousin by bus. He'd like to help me, however doesn't like to drive from ChungLi to TaiChung. I have to start with him together. And the bus STOPPed each interflowing channel in the 1st national highway. Therefore, going up & going down, then going up again from this noon to almost midnight.
Second, I thought to sleep in my parent's place tonight and clean my stuffs tomorrow, but went back to my house for taking coffee. Then, I can't stand those luggages messed up my bedroom, so moved my body to unpack everything. You see, I can't bear to see it and finally cleaned stuffs out.
All the day, totally made me died in the end. Haha ~~" my habit always sucks. That's it. The key point is to change some behavior and thought that I already have with me. Not easy but must have to do it!!
If you were me, how you try to adjust those??!
JUst BOok la ~~"
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See that how can you do anything changed if you're lack of MONEY!!
Indeed, no Dream & no Future with yourself no matter what you think and plan to do.
Back to the ORIGINAL for the basic need in order to live in the world.
That's why I started to work in Taichung though it's not what results I had expected in the end. However, it makes me realise more and more abt the meaning of lives!!
Do what you can do easily & keep what you have already. Don't push yourself so fast and think each step deeper. That's it!! Actually, I wouldn't die for hunger but will get a sudden death under the pressure.
Not what you think ~ I was unhappy to work in the corp. In fact, I was very happy, but pushed "myself" too much to reach what the boss wants. Life is not in a short term though we don't know the exact time we'll be sleeping 4ever.
Well, I don't need to be urgent to make what I expect in my mind. Stupid I am such as what you would have thought of. Haha ^^ that's me, BOok la. Whatever, "Time" is not limited, but I restrain it. Take easy for dealing with everything, and hope I can do it well. BOok is only unique BOok!! Not super, not special, not professional but want to be normal BOok living in the world. ^^
JUst BOok la ~~"
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really really HAPPY!!
You know why I'm happy coz I can take a breath for a while. Haha ^^
My skin allergy didn't relapse after Last Friday. Guess I did really work so hard this month. Got overloading & stressful with my body. BUt thanks for the experience that helps me realise what lives I want!!
My elder brother wants me to work in China, and many firms have called me for interviews since opening my resume on 104. Well, I do have no idea what will be and where to go. Need time to consider the key even though I need MONEY.
Actually, money is not everything!! Health & Happy is all things that I'm looking for and wanna keep with my lives. Family and Friendship are what I regard as the most important in the world.
My friend, JUst tell me no matter you feel good or bad. I'm Here for you all. ^^
JUst BOok la ~~"
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Have no idea why I JUst did it?!
In fact, I would like to stay & relax for a while BUt woke up doing these stuffs this morning coz of intuition.
Big Sunny day, felt great and didn't think abt RESIGN until now. Actually, I don't need to think coz of cleaning it out. I do know What's wrong with me, and what happened with this corp no matter the process & outcome are good or bad. The answer is I WAS and AM studyING.
Back home this week, I guess it great to have some time for calm and thinking!!
These days, it seemed that I knew what I've done however didn't see what I really did at that moment. LOST my mind and no heart & brain really beating with my body. TERRIBLE, right?!!
am NOT afraid of going anywhere BUt have to realise the direction in the next step. Think it messed up coz of Unthinking & Rush personality. Not use my mind to consider what's around me & treat myself worse!! Haha ^^ it's passed by with no feeling abt everything.
Probably, got it right now But will forget or lose my mind next time. Whatever, taking time to contemplate whole things I've met.
JUst BOok la ~~"
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結果如此 問題是出在自己身上
不可否認 似有心卻少了心在動
磁場不合 過程中腦袋處於空茫
倉促滿溢 ㄧ步步走卻忽略自己
模糊目標 誰都不是的使喚來去
回頭一望 累了倦了的歇下腳步
非我所願 走不同調又何來結果
頻率失調 終止是相互認同的點
即刻離別 挽回彼此價值的存在
畢竟人生 真實存活的理念目標
漫不經心 何時起活得如此沒腦
尋覓之間 懵懵懂懂地任人擺佈
倉促之下 太過於斟酌在某個點
失了的心 是否該沉靜下來探索
學歷經歷 只是代言不表示自我
回歸原點 認識的我是否為真我
他人的我 認知看待的面向為何
表現的我 掩飾或真實有多少料
夢與生活 平衡的點該如何拿捏
清淡如風 沉澱心頭那塊急躁吧
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Put myself in the bottom & start with nothing again.
No subjective thoughts & self-behaviors to deal with what comes to me!!
JUst wanna simple & peaceful to live in the world.
Return to the original, I'm Nothing!! Keep in my mind.
Sorry that I didn't do well for myself, therefore, troubled others!!
It doesn't help say these words, however, doing & speaking according to HONESTY.
JUst so Sorry for all.
Live, keep going on & on... ^^
JUst BOok la ~~"
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The experience taught me a lot. Thank you for telling me so much. ^^
The world is very small But full of many different ppl trying to reach the same goal, "profits". The real worth of ppl depends on what standard each person considers.
JUst Say GoodBye ^^ for getting along with you all guys during the short time. I'm really Happy to meet you no matter what the end it is. GOd bless you all.
Hey, remember to keep your lives Simple, Pure and Innocent!! Do something that you feel happy. OK?!
JUst BOok la ~~"
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如是，愛喝茶。
說行隨心性也好，
說附庸風雅也罷，
至今仍不敢稱“品”而只稱“喝”，
卻也由只喝得出茶的苦澀，
到“嗅”得出茶的清香至如今。
無茶的日子，
真的覺得平淡、索然無味。
而我，
最喜歡在一個寂寞的雨夜，
泡一杯清茶，獨坐在窗前，
看落葉飄零，
聽雨敲窗陵，
在氤氳的茶霧中，
在淡淡的茶香裡，
品清清淺淺的苦澀，
想憂憂鬱鬱的心事。
輕輕晃動手中的茶杯，
看淡綠色的茶片，
忽上忽下，
簇擁著，
沉沉浮浮，
變換著不同的位置，
試圖尋找一個屬自己的最佳平衡點。
含一小口茶，
任清清淺淺的苦澀在舌間蕩漾開來，
充溢齒喉。
之後，
深吸一口氣，
餘香滿唇，
在肺腑間蔓延開來，
滌盡了一切的疲憊冷漠。
人仿佛也醉了，
朦朧中，
久久不願醒來。
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What feeling it is, GOd! I've never met this kindof BOSS & got whole stressful. JUst wanna cry, BUt no tears in my eyes la ~~" Already think the worst will come to me, so probably will pack all the stuffs and move again?! I don't like it, whatever, need to care abt my health first, NOt only for MONEY...
What I have done these three weeks?? Tell you that Overloading & Overwhelming, JUst messed me up around this corp & relationships.
First, I got used to the new JOB.
Second, Boss called me going here and there for certain mission.
Third, one fresh man came in and took away what I've done coz of Boss.
Forth, lowing salary and changing the position coz I didn't reach the expectation of Boss.
Fifth, keep doing the new project after discussing with Boss.
GOd! It's not what lives I want. So busy that have overworked around 10 or 11pm these three weeks. And My habit is to get up at 6am. That means REALLY Overloading with my brains and whole the body.
Crying in my heart la ~~" Think me becoming stupid after studying overseas. Or it's not my year!!
WHY?? Very tough to look for this job, however, you can call it "Going into the HELL."
I don't want to be impolite or rude, BUt really want to shout out!! ~~" That's BULLSHIT.
JUst BOok la ~~"
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GOd!! Never feel so so Tired. ~~"
Probably, I'm not so professional as what I thought and you considered.
Rush path?? No! Don't think so BUt it's abt communication I guess around these stuffs.
Still try to figure out how to conduct everything well, however, you push me so hard that make me have a Presentation Dream!!
What can I say is TERRIBLE FEELING!! Now, I'm starting to expect the weekend coming to me.
WOW ~~" How Nervous I'm as taking this test and had no energy after whole the day passed by. BUt, I try & try it. Maybe I'm not what I've thought of and am thinking of MYself!! Have no idea of everything at this moment. Need sleep la.
JUst BOok la ~~"
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Never meet this situation be4, GOd!! take all the energy away ~~"
What deserve to stay?? Think abt it and the answer is challenge & fresh!!
What the life it is?? Terrible feeling abt it, no relax, shower, and keep working as daybreak starts!! Must wonder How can I do it?? JUst depends on the mind and positive attitudes. This position should be setup and deeply thoughts of what the future it is. Nothing can meet what you need But you can create what you want. Remember it's lives that you are undergoing. That's what I am rather than SAY NO! The key point is you start, decide, work on and stay. All the processes were selected by the self! Nobody shoots your head and orders you to do it absolutely. ^^
Happiness or Sadness to live around these is followed by the mind!! Hey...Don't think what face you at this moment coz the world will be beautiful & peaceful after passing by. No negative to others and anything else. Contemplate further and deeper, you will know it. LIVE and LIVE, the present tense, you are undergoing and nothing any more coz you work on & on. So, got it?!
JUst BOok la ~~"
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0.拋開主觀點
1.空杯的心態
2.學習看正面
3.負面不多想
4.溝通是解決
5.撇開抱怨心
6.主動的告知
7.主動的取得
8.預算的掌控
9.執行完成點
^^ 開心過日子
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