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Calvin: 夜,寒冷的夜. coldest heart person????
2007 November 19

在自己的小屋裡抽完煙盒裡的最後一支煙,打開窗戶然混濁的煙草味道混合在窗外寒冷的空氣中慢慢的淡化。
已是寒冬的夜晚，冷風一陣陣從窗外吹來，吹過我的臉，吹透我的睡衣，把我的心降溫。
在大腦的淺皮層中突然有一個人身影一施劃過，那麼熟悉的身影，害怕見到的身影，為了忘卻而強迫自己忘記的身影。
人的命天注定，有什麼樣的命就有什麼樣的活法，在以一段形散而意不散的散文開頭之後，大腦已經是一片空白，
可能現在真的需要一陣冷風吹走心中的孤影。天時地利人和，得三者而得天下。明言！？警句！？或許是白晶滄桑而總結下來的真理。
突然發現我的中文水平提高了不少，英文水平不得而知。大腦裡的思路就像麻繩一樣錯綜糾纏在一起，親情，愛情，友情，自古至今混淆人們真善美的意識。
未完--〉待續

可能有人會看懂，可能有人不會理解這段話的意思。呵呵。走別人的路，讓自己說去吧。

寫於初冬某深夜

p.s. By the way, some of the emotional feeling is quite difficult to be writen by chinese, even i m a chinese, and i m so proud 2 be a chinese.
however, sometimes using the 2nd language to draw current feeling on my msn space could be a best way. Dunt ask why, coz even me do not know the answer.

it is long time already, her shadow always crossing my brain just as meteor would never stop presenting shooting star from our areomosphere. no matter how independent ur personality is , and how adamant ur heart is physically or mentally. thts the fucking rule of the emotional battle. Ur  enemy is ur lover, also could be urself sometimes.

i found out tht i m getting use to stay alone, at least looks like. who knows. hahahahahah laughing myself.

BOok:
2007 November 19

hey, my dearest brother, Long time NO talk. but, u know "be with you, Always in mind." don't put urself into DARK; something better to think around others, such as "Smiles & ME". haha ^^ wHen you wanna come here to meet me? GOod news for you, return all, am really free from this Sept.!! do you remember that we went swimming? tell you that it's daily habit for me for a while. suggest you do something that makes you happier and try ur best to be a full silly - nothing in ur BRAIN.

Calvin Reply:
2007 November 20

my dear sister. how can i forget we went 2 swimming pool in QUT ..haha .thts really my best memory tht was with u when u were in BNE. miss u so much .i knew tht even v did t talk 2 each others for long time, but we are in the heart. rite?
haha . getting better right now .coz i was writing the blog last mid-nite...thx so much .when will u come to beijing .im quite scared to go 2 TW. coz of someone who is based on my latest emotional story . i will tell u later when i meet u on msn .haha .best wishes to you . also glad to hear u will grab freedom from this sep. n dunt forget our promission tht drink 2gether and getting drunk~~!!! mess kiss

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